March 17, 2012. Happy birthday to my dear college bestfriend, Nino Guevarra. Tik tok… tik tok… as the seconds passed by, I was becoming more and more anxious. In a few hours, I will be meeting my SRA family to go to Nuvali, Sta. Rosa, Laguna for my first-ever marathon.
Running the marathon was a dream of mine. You see when I was young, I hated the games that involves too much running, like habulan, agawan base, taguan, etc., but when I discovered I could, I did not stop.
I had my taste of my first fun run April 2010 at the Nat Geo Eart Day Run at the MOA grounds. I was so afraid when my friends at the office invited me to join. I wasn’t sure if I can do it. As soon as I registered, I trained at least 3 times a week as I was so afraid that I could just like suddenly drop dead or something worse. As soon as I finished the race, as they say, “the rest is history.”

My First Race Ever - The Nat Geo Earth Day Run!
That March 17 as I receive good luck messages and calls from friends, I was questioning myself, why was I doing this? Am I really willing to do this? Do I need to do this? I don’t know why but it was definitely my marathon jitters. I felt I was not that ready and that I might, once again, drop dead anytime soon. I tried to sleep since race time starts at 2 am, but only had an hour to spare for sleep – the rest was spent on thinking too much about what would happen.
11 pm. Snails were everywhere at Jollibee Madrigal. You can see a variety of expressions among their faces – anxiety, joy, nervousness – but one thing is for sure, everyone is excited! We ate and chatted until it was time to settle in our respective vehicle assignments – we were off to Nuvali.

Killing Time with the Surprise Banjo Bday Card!

With Malen and Our Sleepy Eyes
I rode the Banjo mobile with Pao, Karl, and Andy. We were in our usual lively selves as we talked, sang, and scared each other throughout the drive until the clock said midnight! March 18, happy birthday, Banjo!!! We reached Nuvali 30 minutes before gun start. We helped out in the preparation of support materials (not all because some were still a surprise) and did our restroom breaks.

Just in Time!
We then began with our stretching as a group, as if we were in our usual weekly training. It was a good way to relax our tense muscles and our nerves. Fifteen minutes close to gun start, I felt I needed to pee, and so I did. Line was too long so I had to run faster to find buddy and Sir Toel, my personal pacer, to make it in time. At last, I saw buddy! Sir Toel was missing, though.

Stretching SRA-Style

Getting Ready for the Timing Chip

Prerace Snail Photo Op
Gun start. We were in a relaxed pace, running seriously, and looking nervous. Suddenly, Sir Toel appeared at my side and joined us. Buddy moved to my right side. I felt I was at the middle of 2 buildings with the 2 tall men beside me. After about 2k, it was hydration time. Again, we lost Sir Toel throughout the run. By the time we reached the first chaser station, he saw us, and by 6k, buddy’s injury kicked in, so he had to run it and he was off with us seeing each other or passing by each other.
The first 21k was fine. I felt a bit tired, but I was doing ok until I hit the 23rd kilometer, I felt a handful of my left gastrocs tightened; I was a bit scared but I pretended not to notice then a few meters away, the right gastrocs came in… ouch ouch… I continued to run until it hurts, and I told sir, so he needed to do some interventions.

Enduring the Pain with a Smile
A few kilometers after, I needed to take my inhaler. I think I was fully alert and oriented until the 35th kilometer, after that, everything was somewhat a blur with bits and pieces. However, I did remember some important things.
• I had to puff on my inhaler 6 times (3 occurrences since 1 dose should be 2 puffs)
• We used liniment in both my gastrocs – one in the tent with the band and the other I don’t remember anymore (haha!)
• I had to stop once in a while because of my plantar fasciitis
• I took paracetamol to relieve my pain
• I asked for food so many times – thanks to the Chasers stations, Sir Jess, Craig Logan, the banana station, Second Wind stations
• I stopped by Nikko Peralta’s tent to rest my feet (thanks, Nikko!)
• I drank less than I expected; I refused so many offers for me to drink Gatorade and water. All I wanted was food – banana!
• I was not able to follow my 6:1 run-walk target – I walked so many times
• I greeted so many runners that I knew; joked with some
• I was so relieved when I saw my SRA family
• I felt inspired seeing my friends, especially Banjo, Rachelle, Ms. Nao, Jeanette, Eman, Sir Jess, Sir Sonny!
• Despite feeling so tired and injured, I started running when I heard my favorite Adele song “Rolling in the Deep!”
• I danced to “Moves like Jagger” when I saw buddy at the tent near the band
• I asked myself several times while I was running a marathon – could I really finish this race?
• I was thinking of how to prepare for the 2013 Condura FM
• I was congratulated by Coach Edward Kho as I passed by the 38th kilometer!
• I got a really important hug and congratulations at the end of the race
• An unthinkable realization stared right in front of my face
The last thing I can remember looking at before crossing the finish line was the time! I was a bit disappointed but given everything I’ve been through I know it was good enough for me. I knew that I lacked the training that I needed… I did not push myself that hard… I was not in my pace… I was missing something…. In short, I lacked the preparedness. Lesson learned… but I am sure proud of myself to be one of the 1% of the population who finished a marathon in their lifetime.

Our Support Crew

with my pacer, Leo
Postmarathon, we had our usual socialization… then some of us went to Shakeys for more food and chat.

@ the Unilab Tent

New Marathoner Wacky Pose

with Banjo and Buddy

with aNR partner, Mond

Pizza Perfect at Shakeys and with Friends!
I think the marathon is a metaphor of our lives. No matter how much or how little you prepare, you cannot predict what can happen throughout the race. Like the race of life, we prepare ourselves during our younger years so that we can succeed and be better in the future, but things happen, unexpected things, that you have to learn to accept and move on from. This TBR DM experience had made me believe in myself more that I expected. I was just a chubby girl from the North moving to the South to work and enjoy my life. After 7 years of working my a** off, I discovered that there are more things that life can offer. You may have thought that you have everything that you need and you want when you’re successful at work but when you look at all the aspects in your life, you will see and feel that there might be something or someone missing. For me, the run was the missing piece – the high, the opportunity to release your thoughts and think things through, the friendship, the training, the discipline. Who knows I might also find my missing someone here too? However I put it, running has brought a different meaning in my life. It is my joint – it s addicting – makes you want to move forward by increasing your mileage, your race distances, and your versatility. I’m glad and proud to run.

I love it when they call me marathoner!
To the bull runner, Jaymie Pizzaro, my heroine, thank you for making a dreamer’s dream come true! Because of you, I can now say, “I am a marathoner… yay!”
x-cess:
Special thanks to:
• Nao Checa for the encouragement – during the beginning of my running years, you’ve never failed to give me words of wisdom and tips on how I can make a name for myself in the running community.
• Allen Gaspar for the inspiration – you commenting on my first-ever 10k aNR run at the AAV that I can so ultramarathons despite recognizing my breathing problem was flattering.
• Banjo Asiddao for the lessons – the proper form, the proper takeoff and followthrough, how to go with gravity, and how to give more importance to myself was put into heart and mind. Thank you also for leading the support group, the banners… for everything!
• Raymund Canta for the tips – you were my first mentor in running an uphill route, did you know that? You taught me how to do it.
• Leo Tugade for the guidance – you made our team ready more than ever for our first marathon – the core strengthening, the injury prevention; thanks for being my pace and for that massage!
• Ariane Legarte for the company – our runs together gave me motivation on how I can sustain my pace and my gusto to continue racing until I reach the finish line; thanks for the pickups and the drop-offs (literally and figuratively), for taking in all my mood swings and listening to all my stories! Thanks for your songs too!
• Rachelle Escudero for the reminders – your reminder prior to race had been appreciated and applied; the reminder post the race will be put to heart.
• Jeanette Nawanao and Vangie Britanico for the support – your presence and prayers were indeed heartfelt!
• Sir Jess Agoo for the treat – I have always felt how much you cared about me and my running goals; thanks for the support!
• Rain Egos for introducing me to aNR – if not for you, I wouldn’t have met so many wonderful people and never found my love for running.
• Eman Macabulos, Adele Aga, and Crisan Salgado – for always being there to support me and being proud of me in my running endeavors.
• Lit Onrubia for teaching Chi walking – I did learn to walk smartly!
• SRA Family for sharing the learning, your friendship and your love!
Thanks Pao, Jharo, Mond, and TBR for the pictures!
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